In 2008, after having recently become an uncle to my first niece, I wrote that, "...it got me to thinking about how awful it would be if something were to happen to her. Something like cancer can and does happen to people all the time..," and I participated in St. Baldrick's for the first time. Indeed, cancer does happen and this year it has struck me terribly close to my heart. Not in my body, but in that of my 3 year old nephew, Cohen. I really don't know how to express in words what it feels like to hear that news. To wake up and realize that it wasn't just a bad dream. To go through each day understanding that it's a terrifying reality. To know that there is nothing you can do, but pray. To feel hopeful, yet see a good day turn bad. To pray, to cry, and do both again... And often. To wish you could do something... anything, but feel completely helpless. To love your sister and brother in law, yet not know what to do or say. To be grateful that the prognosis of success, 60-70%, is greater than 50. To be terrified, because that number is not 100. Let's be honest for a moment here -- IT SUCKS.

But it adds more meaning to St. Baldrick's this year. Never have I been more proud to be a shavee, than in this, my 9th year! No... money raised this year for St. Baldrick's, will probably not assist in Cohen's treatment or prognosis. But perhaps it will help raise the survival rates closer to 100 for other kids in a few years.

Please consider making a donation. Hopefully one day, fewer kids will have to face cancer, and those families that do, can face it with cures!

For more info on Cohen's cancer journey: https://www.facebook.com/prayersforourcoco/

To donate to Cohen's parents to help them with co-pays and other costs associated with Cohen's treatment (lost work, gas for doctor's visits, etc.): https://www.gofundme.com/9fndkjwk

To read what I wrote the night Cohen's diagnosis was made: https://www.facebook.com/turkishsteve/posts/1108725112474030

Thank you for your prayers and support!!!